It's spring here. Well, kind a spring. Last night it was 30F.
I didn't do any work in the garden yet. I am just petrified to get to that day. There is just so much to do. And it's just me. See, I even didn't clean last year dried leafs. But my beautiful Giocint got out anyway. The smell is just indescribable.
Every day is the same thing. Same schedule with small changes but it always comes to the same routine every day now. It will not be this way for ever, I know. But now this is how it is. I have a quick morning gathering of things, then work till 4, and then my day starts. I am a driver, a teacher, a cook, a cleaning lady, a play mate, decision maker till 9. And after that I have as much as I can stay awake, my own time.
G first birthday is coming up soon. We are making all sorts of preparations. Boys had their first birthdays small and quite, with only close friends and relatives there. But this time it's a girl. The only girl I have. The last baby I'll have so it has to count. Got the place, got the entertainment, got her dress. Missing dress for me, decorations, kids gifts, cake, video of her milestones. Have two more months to finish everything. Somehow I am having trouble choosing the character for the party. Princess and Barby are a little to early, Dora is just too ugly. We just don't have any favorite characters yet. So it has to be mine favorite, and I don't have any.